Because women

 Ballroom is the color most campus landscape. Ballroom is the birthplace of many stories. Ballroom is a comedy and tragedy of the opening of the place, but never at the closing.
College life is very monotonous, because the money is not pocket rich, want to make your life rich, but also enriched it up. for Liu Yiyi this girl, that is even more monotonous monotone. In this monotonous among the ballroom is a bit of a mystery even if the richness of the place. Ballroom Like an uncertain promise, implied many possibilities to start all sorts of imagination, hence the temptation to charm. ballroom lighting is dim, and this is its dark mood, this mood a bit ambiguous, to dance the boys girls, is directed at the ambiguous come. a class of boys and girls, students cover a few years the situation could not cover the kind of enthusiasm, because this less ambiguous. dance hall music is melodious, rapid, enthusiastic , lyrical, everyone can find the rhythm they need. discos usually impossible to achieve a number of things, you can the moment is music, good looking girl aiming straight away long ago, elegant and hypocritical gentleman asked her to dance with you. The waist is the goddess of the palms and well you usually can only watch, and now they are your arms around the. This is the article's introduction, and if lucky, this Introduction to Brown List a large book; bad luck, even if it is only a preamble, it is better than nothing, at least have a memorable weekend.
weekends, the dance hall on the issue to the boys and girls secret information. There's going to dance lovers, there is no more going to dance lovers. There is a lover of the pursuit of flavor to the dance hall, a small luxury lovers can not afford a place to go, sit under the lights in the ballroom, the music walk, to the point Loulou bear arms, others pay no attention to touch the body, mood there, and to meet also. This is exotic and meet more affordable, small-lovers are reluctant to give up such benefits. If the pocket a few dollars left, the ball went to the roadside shops scattered bowl of rice noodles, ravioli, something more to say to then find a dark corner, tree or corner, affectionate intimacy, this night to have it all.
lovers can not want to go ballroom nudged luck, told her story to others, or he is a touch of luck to get. campus dance is not only entertainment, it is the birthplace of the story. discos bear this dual function, he or she imagined Perhaps his story will become Snow White or Prince Charming, no one can resist the temptation to become the protagonist of the story. into the dance is to enter a state of understanding, which is the dual physical and emotional understanding. usually around the number of Abdullah does not bend near distance, in this state immediately closer, and not say, afraid to ask questions, and now boldly say that despite the boldness to ask that. big deal they do not answer, and never will be so disgusted, more not the angry. imagine a ballroom open space, social sacred college students.
Liu Yiyi on the dance, but not so much expectation and imagination. Miao Xiaohui invited her to dance, she went to , jump a few times, also considered one of the dancing. to start a story for her, too easy. Just go, once or twice, five times up to three times, asked to answer those boys down to pick on top of the. like asking how many times she did not know to listen to: did not want to go looking for love dance, blurred light, Yingyingchaochao to face did not see, put the door open so that they come in, their not so cheap. She suspects that the boy had asked that night to a number of girls, and they enthusiasm worthless. have a few bold boys, said she began to dance well, and admire her body good, or even the attack as a way for their daring surprise, but still the default of these compliments. After all, these words still very comfortable to hear. She heart of the distinction, comfortable go comfortable, but not because of this biting his intoxicated them under the hook, if so, we really achieved something good, I am afraid that there will be no other good feeling. dance originated from the rank in a kind of love means that the sacred is not up, Peng Zhao who is not touched?
Miao Xiaohui Liu Yiyi of dance that is biased, she is biased. Last summer she went to dance, have a boy around her, while holding forth to speak, while her fingers slide up and down her waist gently. She began to think themselves too sensitive, did not say anything, that boys thought she acquiesced, and explore the range even more. This is too obvious, she immediately throw off his hand, nor explained, and turned away. because it was what she several the weekend did not go dancing, and later still Miao Xiaohui strong to drag, even on weekends is really nowhere to go, it went to the ballroom. Anyway, it was a free world, no one can force you. With this grasp, Liu Yiyi to frankly the.
Liu Yiyi to love it very sacred, too holy, which made her give up a lot of potential opportunities. the question has been repeatedly thought she had. a girl, because of too many expectations. too much sustenance, she can not help but to think over and over again. She see her, can not do what the big names, no longer want to be big names, there is the prospect of peace will be satisfied, This prospect depends on the success or failure of love. Liu Yiyi feel love for women and men, its significance is not the same, after all, women and men, not the same people, ah, not to mention an ordinary woman.
Wen Ya Later Liu Yiyi thing to dance on the story originated with a higher alert. Wen Ya boyfriend surnamed Han, she began to call him green head flies, people who follow the call quarters. Later, she told him seriously, others called her to be so upset, we do not face when she called, used to be called, the sly but also that cried, referred to as not serious, but dance to say a few words, but also to enjoy the enthusiasm of the opposite sex, then head to bite onto the green. green head sit in their dorm more than an hour flight, not cold not hear Ya He did not care hot. Liu Yiyi do not understand how a man can be cheap, there is no a good impression. look at all uncomfortable, Wen Ya had to take him out, come back or call him the have accepted the title, but with him Ya heard recognize the reality. This makes Liu Yiyi marvel, which is also called love, like for when the real game? Miao Xiaohui wide communication to the Finance Department to inquire about news, It was a role, see who bites who have been out of the name, and told the news Ya. Ya Wen said at the time a clean break with him, can not help but bite his perseverance, the yield of the saying: others on the line. to blow you holding you, you fluttering there any way you float? take a walk, walking along a road, suddenly looked up to see Ya knowledge in front of the green to see her sitting on the first lap, and hug his hands came from behind, taking on her waist. Liu Yiyi very embarrassed, but felt embarrassed to go back to bowed our heads go on. think of Wen Ya saw her, will stand up and smile over. walked past her Wen Ya take the initiative to say hello, still sitting there fixed, green heads, looking at her smile. Liu Yiyi also squeezed a smile, walked past. she could be so generous Ya heard. this little episode made her feel a quietly changing the world, becoming more and more difficult to understand the reasons for those who are self-evident challenged.
head this evening went to the dormitory to the green, the faint smell Ya indifferent. He continued to speak out wink News Ya, Ya Wen pretend did not see. Liu Yiyi feel that they are superfluous, said: You finished yet. , the bearing of a great fight in the end. Wen Ya do not see him, he told Liu Yiyi speak, which of course from the previous asked, speaking of her hair, asked her what brand of skin cream, say her skin for which, actually are very knowledgeable. Wen Ya, said: . Liu Yiyi first deal with, stop looking at the door, looking forward to hear Ya back soon, she spoke, then said on his way, that he does not hate. Liu Yiyi mouth a little thirsty, tongue licking lips, He once said: , Miao Xiaohui came in and said: : I did not tell him anything else, he has not told me anything else. In fact, he also flies like mosquitoes, he said nothing else. . with his people like you get, it is a piece of cake. He is only five feet six up to now, half a disability, he was bragging on the outside, and then high-five centimeters long, hot topic big financial invincible hand. said: a long time, I want her to lose time. think she means that air of a little performance, in the cover up the pain of his mind, thinking: side of the basin to the water room laundry, Liu Yiyi think, she never washed clothes so late to this unusual behavior is her sad performance, she did not want to talk to anybody. Liu Yiyi left the book, slipped out of bed to find a few dress knocking the basin, but also to the water to the house. She stood beside Wen Ya, rubbing his clothes and said: : And he said: She then left, the total should be interpreted with their own a few. and think of her in a bad mood, do not care about, said: And he said: get through. so open-minded, was a little puzzled, tired men gallant offer, it can be the reason love, are so close, and broke up have nothing. Liu Yiyi said: There are some things you have to embrace a sense of balance to the game to treat mood, or you will inevitably sad. the world come and go, right? they did not want to change your way, right? no way you only follow the change, right? change you want to hurt you, right? that there is a complete? Ya heard the words difficult to refute, his mouth said: She gently climbed up and sat wrapped in blankets. out of the window will be the Magnolia Road, Seen from the fourth floor, the outline of Magnolia tree, under the street lamps in the secret was out, she been this way every day, several times, but never notice it at night but it was like this. occasionally, pairs of students from the road through, hand in hand, arm around waist, climbs the shoulder. There is also a pair of a boy carrying a girl, very laid-back, two people can laugh and play, it seems men do not moved back, the woman still refused to down. windy, the breath of spring seepage into the room. drifting slightly in the wind curtains, which curtains are used to block the line of sight across the male dormitory , the night opened. The wind blew a book on the table rustle of the Qing Xiang.
Liu Yiyi took a while to stay, and think The impact is too great, just have a power to destroy. usually have students say the love worthless, Liu Yiyi know that they are a joke, is to cover up their treasure of love. a girl, if you are bearish with love , and that what her life longing for what is hope? but today it is serious, said Wen Ya, and dash her a little staggered. She thought that he is not a point should also be cool, game points, ballroom Ye Hao where Ye Hao, grasping a surface is also a decent try, good will is good, not bad when it's going to, think so much? long time, she was waiting for the kind of shock, heart to heart feeling, no feeling she did not would like to start, that does not respect its own too. Now she was thinking, it is necessary that serious about it? can not cool down? these thoughts in her mind to flash to flash, like many flies flying in a room, she feeling disgust. had nothing to ideals, no beliefs, love is the ideal is faith. If this point of giving up good faith, life really floating has accepted it! thought, and so she had the kind of game for their own state of mind felt ashamed, mind gradually calmed down in shame. Mulan on the road could not see the shadows walking around, the wind still blowing, blowing rustling that book. Liu Yiyi suddenly felt the rustle of the spring night, years of history is also the voice was gently turned over. So, that crushing rustle, there is a soul-stirring means.
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dorm room fitted with the phone.
phone each person emotions are displayed in front of others, no privacy. The first few days, Miao Xiaohui several Duizhuohuatong they also haw, and eyes wandering over the others, hoping that they like to leave for a while. to the old way is not one way, did not take long to let go altogether. Liu Yiyi see them every day several Duizhuohuatong performances, dancing. just now and they talked it, while another cried tears. Sometimes she does not understand, words were good, it did not recognize what's the conflict, how to shed tears out? Miao Xiaohui once she saw the voice and facial expressions whine together, said: I'm not losing no time needed to blow off Johnson, who pay attention you will like a baby! Miao Xiaohui said: no hurry? said: ending. Liu Yiyi gestured for her to eat breakfast, Liu Yiyi she motioned to her back. go to class, and Liu Yiyi and raised her hands bags, she covered the microphone, said: Liu Yiyi to complete two classes, and she still calls. I do not know what that number is still the morning, or another phone. Liu Yiyi see her endless, went to the library. eleven more back from the library again , holds the microphone also said Miao Xiaohui, see Liu Yiyi came to nodded, then directed at the microphone, said: Diao dog gone? only be a person you spoil me! nodded: nonsense gusto can reluctantly, that it can come together. how not, Chiung Yao's novels have come to go. You hold those books go around when the mirror according to the first he is white, very handsome; the second he is the prince, the rich were oil, the body shake is as much ring; the third but also infatuation, he can not live without you; three indispensable. Yiyi you wait here, you wait, he will jump come to you, like your pet dog. Yiyi said: get a away from the people you can not live, it is the Butterfly, is a Romeo, a Rochester, a man of God, as he pinched a few, and do not want to pinch. ; I chosen to squeeze one out for my God. We went to register it, then thirty dollars a day. Ann you play day or two. beautiful it reached the level of monster, I assure you. , I, a total of five. accompany you. was almost, it is natural to be excluded. the reality is the standard by which to choose, which is a set of barriers for women, in fact, a man set it invisible, intangible, yet vivid in my mind everywhere, but tread quietly, with such a small thing to be reflected, I do not know Wu Anan how can I bear it? really sad ah! think carefully, what she has to feel grateful that their parents also have more much gratitude. They gave their lives, and, to be wonderful. so there has been a point of thinking about her sad, so many years, for their own reading, they really do not have a good day ah!
night quarters people are gone, even the Miao Xiaohui Zhao Laoxiang say to the neighborhood school, but also ran away. there is a guy called Liu Yiyi invited to dance, she hesitated a moment, or shirk the. since he did not put him to the heart to go, his intention was so clear that moving forward is very embarrassing. put down the phone she Wang Ran regret it, it makes her feel the girls to embark on a roundabout, how natural. opposite Wu Anan is holding a book, his eyes looking at the trees a daze. Liu Yiyi said: feel that too understand. could have been sub-dig pit of the stomach, then listen with the curse actually similar, yet worse than the curse, to show the wound tear like flesh and blood. She looked like Wuan An apologetic look, Wu Anan has not the meaning of anger, this expert helplessness she felt Wu Anan, then said: to accompany you. . The embarrassment became clear to the Liu Yiyi a lot of pressure. Liu Yiyi is Hing head, do not want to walk away, head of a turn, suddenly discovered a problem where. Wu Anan sat ballroom where the brightest, canteen lights to illuminate her face clearly, this against her, she is still not aware of this. the next time a dance music sounded, Liu Yiyi took her a jump, dance through it seems to inadvertently drew her to light the darkest corners of the seat. Sure enough, there is an opportunity for Wu Anan, a boy to please her, Liu Yiyi put a heart, think of this song then she jumped into a dark corner to which. When a skip half of the dance, Liu Yiyi go to the corner and found Wu Anan and sit there. dance through the song Liu Yiyi sit back, do not ask. Wu Anan said: But I would not jump. the English four one-off, and then six off the next semester. twinkling lights also shone through the window, although my heart want to go back, but also had to forget it. in the library looking at books, Liu Yiyi restless, I feel a little empty this weekend, a bit like complaining Wu Anan, thinking about next weekend can not mix together with her. eyes fixed on the book, Liu Yiyi simply do not go in, but also a little like hate Miao Xiaohui, she ran to put aside their friendship is unreliable. After much deliberation that he is still to find a spiritual Caixing ah.
night Miao Xiaohui back, Liu Yiyi things to go dancing quietly told her. Miao Xiaohui said: I, the first not to go with her, let her spread out before you embarrass all, that the bar is too inhumane. The second is to find my happy dance, I do not think they have a responsibility to take care of other people's emotions. Liu Yiyi and regret to tell it Miao Xiaohui, Wu Anan's embarrassing to say it is to prove that the club is like brilliance and good-hearted.
early Saturday morning, Iraq sails her caw all together. to go out when several people are excited, Wu Anan not wake up like. Liu Yiyi went out, looked at the Wu Anan, she is an arm support herself up, looking toward the door, see Liu Yiyi Wang her, they immediately go to sleep, close your eyes.
bus to the Washington mall, not open. Avon has had two female staff member at the door waiting for them, sent them a few promotional materials, uniform publicity caliber. opened the door, the woman employee at the gate edge of the command frame their good few tables covered with tablecloths, the product put away, and each put up chest broad-brimmed red ribbon. At noon, they eat lunch in the , general manager of open car came, forty years old, imposing appearance. The two female staff of the General Manager, respectful, and they also followed a few respectful up. He read some left, take the time to say: At half past six to pick you to eat ah. no special significance. But that is man's eyes, ah, Liu Yiyi and then slow, or can read a man's eyes.
dinner blessing day in restaurants, luxurious style that they feel some are a bit flattered . into the box, Ya Wen said: definitely have to earn money, more talk about virtue and brotherhood, not a small place to pull pull pull, that could not pull the few grains of sesame. You are learning Finance, should know. out. have a female staff member said: imaginative. : . Liu Yiyi heart jump, she received a clear signal that he would call his own. and later received a bit puzzled, for fear that you just made my eyes tired. Xuejing Li left, Liu Yiyi could not help but was asked to look at him, he blinked his eyes, his chin almost invisible to nod. confirmed, Liu Yiyi almost can not help but nodded. nod expression is to understand it, or promised? she herself unclear.
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Liu Yiyi this thing on the minds of nausea for several days, several times to tell Miao Xiaohui, or refrained. she thought that if he does not call it, to tell Tony Little Hui to nothing, but if your phone could not help but hit it, Miao Xiaohui going to think yourself? many times she had resolved not to call, like a very firm commitment, but also intends to tell it the small seedlings Hui-a. can be more firm the more it is easy to shake, there is always a mysterious temptation to try to promote her, she did not have enough strength to resist that temptation. when she tried to call, to remind ourselves, and a Four-year-old man to date, and that there will be any other outcome? not fallen in love go when a third party? so he decided not to call. be the time that she in turn thought, why must thought a telephone call is for a date and that is the issue? a mature man, his is a lot of things to ask of it, someone to help themselves, what is wrong? Liu Yiyi these ideas in the minds of numerous collisions and back, could not find a way out like, like a pot of rice and how are not familiar with nausea.
to Friday, Miao Xiaohui play with this for a good night, before dinner received a phone call, she sorry smile to run away. dormitory after dinner Liu Yiyi sitting a little blankly, Wu Anan carrying bags going to the library and asked to look at her, she pretended not to understand, Wu Anan left . It was getting dark down, shrouded in darkness suddenly felt very lonely Liu Yiyi, which is a clear matter of feeling, the strong compression in the heart around the crack to the like. Liu Yiyi slightly open the lips, breathing , eager to alleviate the squeeze. When the phone rang. She was grateful to look up the phone one, answered the phone call was actually Xuejing Li, and he to the hostel without any explanation to the door to pick her, she without hesitation I agreed, and told Xuejing Li, which to his quarters a little far away from a quiet place to wait.
off the phone, Liu Yiyi could not believe my so easily promised him, as just The answer is not a decision made out of more than their own decision. She has a panic, there seems nothing important will happen. so I thought immediately Youxiang cover their own sense of this matter, this is only one lonely night chance to relax, and then, nothing had. She found a reason for themselves.
Liu Yiyi dressed up, looked in the mirror feel ulterior motives, wanted to rub, and makeup to go, the clear vain, Tan Dang swing. But she could not bear to make it more tender goes after the good face, thinking about dance but also of point makeup usually do to compromise. in the way to have a male student told her vaguely that she should cry, did not see who is. to see where Xuejing Li is Tantou Wang outside, she saw the door open, and she went in a flash.
car up, Xuejing Li asked her: said: , also did not feel so sad for the despicable, and naturally like. drive to the city center, to the Lan Park club. Xiaohui Liu Yiyi said this place to listen to Tony, this is the provincial capital where the top-level rich leisure, membership , a membership card are tens of thousands, and most people money will not come. Miao Xiaohui had told her so and so near the third-grade Jihua on a rich, come here before, go back also, intentionally or unintentionally revealed a few cases. Liu Yiyi did not think that one day he will come here, what with adrenaline. car stopped, a yellow tam hat wearing purple coat dressed young people ran to open the door, wearing a white gloved hands lay upon the top of the door. Liu Yiyi a bit overwhelmed, Young told him to put your hands to hands off. The young moved back a little, respectfully standing, right hand, or so the opening. Liu Yiyi, too, that would only Hand blocked off the top of the door is a matter of protocol. into the gate, Xuejing Li said: ;, Liu Yiyi add to the club's fascinating, suddenly felt strongly that the money is really a great thing, their own accounting school, usually did not have such strong feelings. Liu Yiyi said: that did not expect to have anything to do with their own. can not stand such a strong stimulus. to give them lead the way is a young lady wearing a purple dress, temperament is very elegant look. Liu Yiyi felt a pressure, their clothes are too obvious, so do not harmonize with the surroundings, even the lady lead the way see themselves par the. more entered, the more lights go dim, turn the unknown number of turns, to a private room. room without lights, arrayed across a table, the table in a box, floating in an above candles, issued faint light to. they sat face to face, Xuejing Li asked her drink, she said: coffee, fruit plate was served, what kinds of fruit, like Liu Yiyi do not know, do not dare to ask. lady still stood waiting for orders, Xuejing Li said: the ...